God is always there!=) by faith!=)

This semester will be very short for us.. we will have mid term test b4 cny.. and then right after cny we will be really rushing .. April 1st week will be having our final.. we have to complete our soft skills, senggang, and we have to get cops in order to stay in hostel.. a lot of students starting to get stress because our batch were reported to have a lot of gagal berhenti =( and a lot of lulus bersyarat.. because of this my fren's ptptn were hold for a semester... if the students are to have another time lulus bersyarat, then they have to be suspended from uni.. i don't understand what the lecturer is talking about.. now need to start studying.. Thank God for providing internet line.. =) i gtg.. need go bhep check whether the jpa money were banked in for this semester and go library=)

Give thanks in every circumstances!=) Jia you! Jia you! God, your love is so so so wide!=)

thoughts

I have so many things to pour out...come to a point i don't know how to express myself to people.. i think a lot.. really a lot.. i wish to end here.. it really hurts to know the truth.. I need a change.. only God is able to help =) Glad that i came to know Him.. Serving in Ks is indeed a challenge... which is far far beyond what i expected.. 2010 is going to be better!

2 Corinthians 12:9 And he has said to me " My grace is sufficient for you for power is perfected in weakness" Most gladly therefore i rather boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may dwell in me..

Exams~=)

Exams are just around the corner.. 6 out of 7 subjects are theory.. I am bad in theory but i know God has His purpose for me to sit for these subjects.. haha.. Few months having life in hostel really teach me alot of life principles. I started to miss my mom=) Sometimes, i am not as heartless as how i think about myself =). Life is like a roller coaster., Ups and downs in life are normal.. It depends on how a person looks at it .. true?

I pray to God to give me a big heart to treat ppl good and to forgive ppl.. as i know our Father in heaven will be pleased with it =) Great reward is in Heaven! Amen=)

~Charis~

Smile always!~ =)

When i reflect back the life i have been before, i wonder how would i able to live if God wasn't with me through this 22 years of living on earth. =) I am a serious , perfectionist person. Since i was young, i tend to do things on my own, as far as not relying to anybody if possible. I grew up in a big family. Not so big oso la .. hehe. My father left the family since i was two. I hardly remember when was the last time i called him as my father. I did not hate him. But at the same time, i do not develop any love towards my father. Due to a long term separation, i am used to live without a father figure.

I am grateful because i know my heavenly father is always with me. Through good or bad times. =) Thank You Lord =)

~charis~

I know You care...

We had our hope bible conference on the 11th- 13th September 2009. The theme is The Core. Very privileged to have Pastor Kwong Lie to share about his own experience as well as impacting us with the Word of God. His preaching really inspires me to move on for God no matter how hard it takes. Through this bc, God ensures me to surrender my life unto Him. I felt the peace as i know that my Heavenly Father will provide for my needs. I never regret to attend this bc. But i would have regret if i did not attend. Thank God for His unfailing love to an ordinary person like me. =)

~charis~

Faith~

Whenever i am unsure or worry of something, faith is something which i hold on to. I thanked God for not giving up on me , at times when i am disobedient or to a point i almost gave up in life. Whatever i have now is God's blessing. I am not trying to be holy for saying all this. But, it was indeed true that if God did not open the ways, I wouldn't have gone this far in life. I have 4 yrs life in uni and i do not want to waste it away. Whatever challenges in life, it would not be a barrier for me to do my best for my studies. =)

Jia you!

1 Thessalonians 5: 16-18

Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus

~ charis ~

It must be GOD! =)

It has been almost a month i x update my blog. Sorry friends.. Two months plus in Unimas. I experienced a lot of incidents here.. Good or bad(nt so bad la .. hehe). I have a terrifying week last week. I hope i will never experienced it again in future.. hehe.. Bad news approaching to the stage which i x have a good sleep nor appetite. I am totally tired.. Mentally, emotionally, physically or even socially down.. Sounds scary huh? I asked God to help me to handle all the problems as i know i won't have any solution. Whenever i keep thinking bout it, it drains my energy out. So friends, if you have complicated situations or even anything, just ask God.. He will guide you according to His timing. =)

Words just could not expressed my feelings here.. As for all your info. i applied JPA last month and when the result came out on the 26th August 2009, i was not succesful. I did nt get the scholarship. So i thought, ok.. since i can make the rayuan so might as well try for rayuan . In 300 words limit.. i typed all out from my heart.. and then i click ENTER.. oops.. it displays error on the webpage. =( All gone!


Then i planned to write the rayuan someday next week. So yesterday, on the 7th September 2009, i on my laptop, go to the website and key in my ic number. Hoping to rewrite the rayuan once again. And to my surprise! I was notified.. TAHNIAH! ANDA BERJAYA. My eyes almost pop out. i could not beliv what i saw. Wow! how could this be ?? It must be God answering my prayers. =)




Thank God! He will make things which is impossibe to possible.. Because He is our great God =)

~ charis~