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I love you, my friends:)

2011-04-24T18:56:00.005+08:00

Friends are like treasure.. But when they took you for granted, it hurts like hell. It really does.. Worse still, when friendships are not well defined. Real and true friends counts only when they are for you to share your deepest emotions. They put in more actions than words... I just want to tell all my friends out there i treasure you people a lot. I may be quiet, but that doesn''t mean i do not care..

May God bless you all:) will write more soon::)

Short Post:)

2011-02-25T13:35:00.003+08:00

Hi!:)

Its glad to be back.:) I never knew being a student can be so hectic!:0 This week has to run a marathon week for assignments, quizzes as well as mid term tests. 3 mid term, 2 quizzes, 2 assignments, lab report, tmx tasks and etc... Its indeed tiring. Now taking time to rest a while and preparing for tmr mid term:)

Posting more after next week !:)

1 Corinthians 10:13~~ And God is faithful, He will not let you be tried beyond what you can bear, but with the trial ,He will provide a way out so that you will be able to endure it :)

~~~~ ChaRis Tay ~~~~ 2011 :)

Happy Rabbit YeaR 2011~~~=)

2011-02-01T13:27:00.001+08:00

Wish all of my Friends a Happy Chinese New Year 2011!=)

Have a great year ahead!

Friendzz !^^ =)

2011-01-12T08:29:00.005+08:00

The original me ^^

Gatherings on which i managed to have before uni starts to get busy =)

Thanks for being such a wonderful frenz though many are studying/ working in different places^^

Good morning ! ^^ It has been exactly 4 months since my last updates on sept 12 last year =) I treasure friends a lot although i might be a quiet person on the outside but deep within i am a friend concerned till some would say you ar.. stop loso or kepo =P haha.. As this is my part of resolution this year, I was praying to God what should blog on as it is being posted openly =P so in the end i came out with this. Just for those who do not have my latest updates, I am currently on my 2nd year 2nd sem in Unimas taking 7 subjects. Wish me all the best ya^^ =)

Thanks for being such a wonderful friends even in church, ex greenians, ex colleges, colleagues and even my Unimas frens !=) And sorry if i hurt your feelings somehow and some where =) I pray that 2011 would be well off to you my friendss outside.. especially those who are praying to start careers or even in studying and finding jobs=) Do keep me in prayer ya! Miss you ppl a lot and sorry for missing in action if i do=) I do wish to have more communication to keep our friens bond strong=)

Proverbs 17:17 says

A friend loves at all time and a brother is born for a time of adversity

That's all from me =)

CH@RIS T

9.05am

12/1/2011 =)

Love beyond reason =)

2010-09-12T18:31:00.007+08:00

Unconditional Love

God has really been faithful. He is really Omnipresence. If without God i do not know where am i today. I can tell you that i am really numb.. If people would believe that i am numb till i hardly control my breathing.. I am like grasping for air.. It is like the people who almost die but didn't die. Like people who lack of oxygen.. I feel it like 2 -3 times per day.. You feel like just cannot move... Really like a corpse.. When you began to see things ,, heard things.. almost faint but x faint.. It is really suffering...

I really wondering why i am still here since its like it couldn't be a person can stop breathing for so long.. My hands are shaking... I can feel my chest bone when i really breathe so deep. Praise the Lord i am still alive even though i suffer many injuries, trauma.. You named it...

Every blessings really drives me crazy.. When i combined it i just speechless.. God show me the revelation, show me my darkest moment when i really forgot it.. God shows me how he loves me.. God reveal to me the books in the bible.. when i don't believe, God shows me sign, when i don't believe, God shows miracle.. When i don't believe God shows it in reality... God shows me that His grace is really sufficient .. When i doubt God shows me words through dreams.. Yes , the word POWER..

The Lord said my GRACE is all you need. God's POWER works BEST in weakness..

ROMANS 8:38

And I am convinced that neither DEATH, nor LIFE, nor ANGELS , nor PRINCIPALITIES nor PRESENT nor THINGS TO COME nor POWERS OF HELL can separate us from the LOVE OF GOD

The best testimony is me myself that until now that i am ALIVE because of God's love...I pray that people may believe and receive His salvation because i love my friends and everyone that i do not want them to go to hell. Because that place is even worse than physical death.. It is ETERNAL DEATH.

Therefore, love one another as i have love you, declares the Lord

Matthew 7:7 Ask and it shall be given unto you, seek and you shall find and knock the door and the door will opened for you..

GIVE GLORY TO GOD BY DOING YOUR BEST BECAUSE THE LORD PROMISE TO GIVE YOU ALL THE BEST =)

AS SIMPLE AS ABC..

Love,

Charis

Love

2010-09-10T22:30:00.002+08:00

Ok.. daddy is special because nobody compares to u.. Daniel 2:21 He changes the times and the seasons ;...He gives wisdom to the wise and knowledge to those who have understanding.....

Amen =)

OutPour from Within =)

2010-08-22T23:25:00.005+08:00

True Love Never Fails

As a teenager, I love to ask a lot of questions.. Some very silly ones.. Eg: Daddy, do heaven listen to other songs other than the angels sing? =) My brain is so active that it keep processing (over load) Then slowly my panda eyes oso pop out =P Nowadays brain jam jam dy.. =) PRESSURE! Something which i hardly can handle as i am a hard person to express my thoughts.. Is either i use the wrong phrase or being too rigid in dealing with life issues.. Yup.. IRONHEART =P I admit =)

But if u go extra mile to know me.. I am a SOFTHEARTED too u know?=P Don't get cheated by appearance which i believe all humans have.. hehe.. Nobody is perfect=) I am very ''wan pi'' oso.. If can.. i want to go out 365 days or even 366 days =P but that's too much hor? =) Bo pien.. Little kid is still little kid.. But ppl love kids what coz they are Super CUTE ******* =)

Thanks daddy for the blessings.. =) Muakss ^^

Good nite daddy =)

Kodomo Lion =)

Bear + Fruits= BF=)

2010-07-17T10:38:00.003+08:00

Malaysia is well known of its various kinds of fruits... Some took long time to bear their fruits, others produce fruits in such a shorter time. In our lives, we are shape according to our heavenly father's timing. Sometimes, we bear good fruits (gentleness, kindness and etc), but there are also time when we are having the lowest or unhappy moments in our life (anger, sadness, dissapointment).

Everyone who calls themselves humans have emotions.. Even animals have feelings too.. =) Therefore, can you imagine how wonderful our heavenly father create the universe and placed everything in order? Cool huh? =)

If you sow a good seed, therefore you will reap a good tree which will bear much fruits. We are that tree of life in which when we connect and communicate with the people around us, they shall see that we are the influential trees which carry the personality of Christ. But of course, remember that nobody is perfect, thus we need to call our daddy in heaven to send angels around us to guide and protect us daily =) Thank you daddy!=)

Galatians 5:22-23

But the fruits of the spirit is love, joy, peace, patience,kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law

Loving Him always;
Charis =)

The God I serve is ReaL! =)

2010-07-05T21:59:00.002+08:00

Thank you Lord for such a priviledge in providing. I always create trouble and left the mess there. =P I always ask ppl around me.. Why should i forgive ppl?For years i kept all the grudges within me...Everytime(often) i ask God.. I am so tired, then everytime i have to forgive.. Why didn't You come and help me? I always cry.. Until one stage, i say .. I don't want to live liao.. World so unfair! Good people being bullied and the opposite always have their victory. I failed! Terribly defeated..

At uni, i withdraw myself from ppl.. my only place is my hostel room. From being a cheerful gal, i turn totally opposite.. My friend who saw me oso got frightened. Whoever try to talk to me about God, I just couldn't get in...I am super workaholic till i can no need eat.. Many things happened..

1st my health decrease
2nd I often cried
3rd All i think is to end my life
4th I regret for not exempting subjects which making me to take 8 subjects in about 3 months plus( Imagine during CNY i have to rush my work)
5th I lost all my Geology notes and assignments right the day before the final exam
6th My uncle fall sick, get admitted to hospital
7th Family crisis
8th I couldnt sleep'almost everyday (which make the matter worst)
9th I wanna give up on my studies
10th I lost my specs, jacket, umbrella and etc
11th I couldn't recognise my things, misplaced things...
12th One of my group projects were caught in plagiarism..

That's some of the major stuffs i could remember. Gosh! I am only 2o plus plus and i am just like having the grandma brain..LOLS =) Till a point i have to meet psychatrist.. and bomoh.. I got more terrified! I tell God.. I die die oso dun wan to come back..

Guess what happened?? God is so so GOOD! I would describe more in the next post =)

I am always reminded by the verse :-

John 3:16
For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only son, whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life

~Charis~

Right!=)

2010-07-03T11:21:00.003+08:00

Right Spirit when facing trials

God's promises are like the stars, the darker the night the brighter the stars shine.

We would like to encourage everyone to adopt the right spirit when faced with difficult situations.

1 Peter 4:12-16
Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed. If you are insulted because of the name of Christ, you are blessed, for the Spirit of glory and of God rests on you. If you suffer, it should not be as a murderer or thief or any other kind of criminal, or even as a meddler. However, if you suffer as a Christian, do not be ashamed, but praise God that you bear that name.

1. Spirit of Peace(v12)
Let the peace of God be in us, not anxiety or fear.

2. Spirit of Joy (v13)
Let the joy of God be in us, not disappointment or discouragement.

3. Spirit of Glory (v14)
Let the glory of God be in us, not bitterness or frustrations.

4. Spirit of Praise (v16)
Allow praises for God be in us, not complaint or grumbling.

Hence, if we suffer according to God's will, we should submit ourselves to our faithful Creator and continue to do good (1 Peter 4:19) because we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him (Romans 8:28)

Loving Him always=)
Charis

Words can never describe the LOVE of God=)

2010-06-28T17:57:00.003+08:00

I thanked God for the things that has happened.. Although it really shocked me at times.. I know God loves me so so so much .. He is the author and the perfecter of faith =) Praise God ! I know God has His purpose=) I need to run this race !=) because i know that my labor in the Lord will not be in vain =)

Ephesians 2:8-9

For it is by grace you have been saved,through faith- and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God not by works so that no one can boast =)

Thank you Lord! =)

Charis =)

Everyone bounce!=)

2010-04-18T22:54:00.002+08:00

Everyone bounce.. Quote from Gillian Chung's album.. I suddenly remember it.. But that's not the main issue.. the main issue is where are you bouncing to? Will write more after my final exam on 30th April.. =)

a smile from God =)

2010-04-09T18:30:00.001+08:00

God is always there!=) by faith!=)

2010-01-06T19:06:00.002+08:00

This semester will be very short for us.. we will have mid term test b4 cny.. and then right after cny we will be really rushing .. April 1st week will be having our final.. we have to complete our soft skills, senggang, and we have to get cops in order to stay in hostel.. a lot of students starting to get stress because our batch were reported to have a lot of gagal berhenti =( and a lot of lulus bersyarat.. because of this my fren's ptptn were hold for a semester... if the students are to have another time lulus bersyarat, then they have to be suspended from uni.. i don't understand what the lecturer is talking about.. now need to start studying.. Thank God for providing internet line.. =) i gtg.. need go bhep check whether the jpa money were banked in for this semester and go library=)

Give thanks in every circumstances!=) Jia you! Jia you! God, your love is so so so wide!=)

thoughts

2009-12-27T22:34:00.003+08:00

I have so many things to pour out...come to a point i don't know how to express myself to people.. i think a lot.. really a lot.. i wish to end here.. it really hurts to know the truth.. I need a change.. only God is able to help =) Glad that i came to know Him.. Serving in Ks is indeed a challenge... which is far far beyond what i expected.. 2010 is going to be better!

2 Corinthians 12:9 And he has said to me " My grace is sufficient for you for power is perfected in weakness" Most gladly therefore i rather boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may dwell in me..

Exams~=)

2009-10-27T17:55:00.003+08:00

Exams are just around the corner.. 6 out of 7 subjects are theory.. I am bad in theory but i know God has His purpose for me to sit for these subjects.. haha.. Few months having life in hostel really teach me alot of life principles. I started to miss my mom=) Sometimes, i am not as heartless as how i think about myself =). Life is like a roller coaster., Ups and downs in life are normal.. It depends on how a person looks at it .. true?

I pray to God to give me a big heart to treat ppl good and to forgive ppl.. as i know our Father in heaven will be pleased with it =) Great reward is in Heaven! Amen=)

~Charis~

Smile always!~ =)

2009-09-27T17:51:00.003+08:00

When i reflect back the life i have been before, i wonder how would i able to live if God wasn't with me through this 22 years of living on earth. =) I am a serious , perfectionist person. Since i was young, i tend to do things on my own, as far as not relying to anybody if possible. I grew up in a big family. Not so big oso la .. hehe. My father left the family since i was two. I hardly remember when was the last time i called him as my father. I did not hate him. But at the same time, i do not develop any love towards my father. Due to a long term separation, i am used to live without a father figure.

I am grateful because i know my heavenly father is always with me. Through good or bad times. =) Thank You Lord =)

~charis~

I know You care...

2009-09-14T12:36:00.003+08:00

We had our hope bible conference on the 11th- 13th September 2009. The theme is The Core. Very privileged to have Pastor Kwong Lie to share about his own experience as well as impacting us with the Word of God. His preaching really inspires me to move on for God no matter how hard it takes. Through this bc, God ensures me to surrender my life unto Him. I felt the peace as i know that my Heavenly Father will provide for my needs. I never regret to attend this bc. But i would have regret if i did not attend. Thank God for His unfailing love to an ordinary person like me. =)

~charis~

Faith~

2009-09-10T01:29:00.003+08:00

Whenever i am unsure or worry of something, faith is something which i hold on to. I thanked God for not giving up on me , at times when i am disobedient or to a point i almost gave up in life. Whatever i have now is God's blessing. I am not trying to be holy for saying all this. But, it was indeed true that if God did not open the ways, I wouldn't have gone this far in life. I have 4 yrs life in uni and i do not want to waste it away. Whatever challenges in life, it would not be a barrier for me to do my best for my studies. =)

Jia you!

1 Thessalonians 5: 16-18

Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus

~ charis ~

It must be GOD! =)

2009-09-08T18:24:00.002+08:00

It has been almost a month i x update my blog. Sorry friends.. Two months plus in Unimas. I experienced a lot of incidents here.. Good or bad(nt so bad la .. hehe). I have a terrifying week last week. I hope i will never experienced it again in future.. hehe.. Bad news approaching to the stage which i x have a good sleep nor appetite. I am totally tired.. Mentally, emotionally, physically or even socially down.. Sounds scary huh? I asked God to help me to handle all the problems as i know i won't have any solution. Whenever i keep thinking bout it, it drains my energy out. So friends, if you have complicated situations or even anything, just ask God.. He will guide you according to His timing. =)

Words just could not expressed my feelings here.. As for all your info. i applied JPA last month and when the result came out on the 26th August 2009, i was not succesful. I did nt get the scholarship. So i thought, ok.. since i can make the rayuan so might as well try for rayuan . In 300 words limit.. i typed all out from my heart.. and then i click ENTER.. oops.. it displays error on the webpage. =( All gone!

Then i planned to write the rayuan someday next week. So yesterday, on the 7th September 2009, i on my laptop, go to the website and key in my ic number. Hoping to rewrite the rayuan once again. And to my surprise! I was notified.. TAHNIAH! ANDA BERJAYA. My eyes almost pop out. i could not beliv what i saw. Wow! how could this be ?? It must be God answering my prayers. =)

Thank God! He will make things which is impossibe to possible.. Because He is our great God =)

~ charis~

My hostel =)

2009-08-12T23:36:00.005+08:00

Breakfast

Sinki

Living Room

My Room

Other Rooms

Another Basin

The place we normally eat our food

Bathroom

My Study table

Cupboard put clothes

My Bed

Sorry for the late updates. For your information, this is how the hostel looked like. The hostel which i stay. To be honest, i felt very comfortable staying here. It has a house like feeling. I stay at Sakura College. This college is sponsored by Japanese, therefore it has Japanese style. The bathroom is built according to Japanese because it is small. The story which i heard is Japanese seldom take their bath so the bathroom is built smaller than the other rooms. I am not sure how true it is =) We normally brush our teeth and wash our face at the basin. Other than that, the sinki is normally use to wash plates as well as to wash our clothes. We also have a separate toilet. There are two bathrooms and two toilets in this house. Therefore, we need not have to rush to take bath =)

Have a nice day ppl! Tomorrow i have test! Wish me luck ! hehe

~ Charis Tay

uni life

2009-07-22T22:16:00.002+08:00

SAKURA College

Sorry for the late update.. Above is the hostel where i stayed for the past few weeks. Sakura College is the only female college in UNIMAS which is situated at the new campus of UNIMAS. Sakura college was the seventh college of UNIMAS. It was build on the 30th of December 2005. The college initially consisted of three blocks of residential units which is A, B and C with 78 apartments. Each apartment have five rooms that was two single rooms and three double room. Accommodation rate for single romm is RM4.00/perday dan RM3.00/perday for double room.. It can be accommodated with 600 students.

Many things happened recently. There were the good and bad things as well. The good things include the participation in bridge competition with my seniors. It was indeed a privilege for me to be part of the team. Other than that, i also participated in BAYU club for choir department. We might be performing for the convocation next month. And i was one of the Sopranos. We were given 30 seconds to pick a song to sing in front of many people. Nervous le! =)

The bad things were the friends whom i have here. Felt neglected at times. Quite left out to be honest =( I never felt this for my whole life until i stayed here. It was a totally different atmosphere. Imagine without a laptop, without a car, aircond, close friends with me here. But i always reminded myself the very first time i asked God for this opportunity to study in Unimas. I knew that God must have His own reasons. So i try my very best to adapt myself here . I hope everything will bw fine =) Gtg.. bb..=)

~charis tay~
22/7/09

uni life

2009-07-09T00:35:00.002+08:00

Finally i have a chance to update my blog. It has been quite long since the last time i wrote about my life. Time has been passing really fast. It has been my second week in uni life. And to my surprise, tonnes of assignments are coming. I am just like fighting for my time recently. Many things to juggle. I have to ensure my credit transfer to be successful, so that i can exempt certain subjects which i have already taken before. Uni life is really different as there is no more spoon feeding which i experienced in college life. And you have to dig your own information from different resources , depending on your knowledge and creativity. Time management has been really importatnt for a uni student. I am now trying to apply as many loans and scholarship as possible.

Everyday, i have to walk to classes. Walking has been a very useful transportation in uni. As wellas umbrella. You need it almost everywhere you go. I met my primary school mate. It was so fated which i myself couldn't believe that i met her. Btw, i gtg now. its late already,

good nite

charis

Dreams fulfilled...

2009-06-21T16:55:00.002+08:00

It was indeed God's grace for giving me an opportunity to enter to Unimas. The day when i knew the result, I was unable to sleep. Seriously overjoyed. I almost gave up during the journey of applying and waiting. So torturing le.. =) NO joke. Thanks for all the wishes from all my friends.

I never expect to be selected to be in Unimas, my first choice somemore. For the coming days, I will be having a list of things to be done. Eg: Registration, handover the post, buy baju kurung, laptop, taking photos, open an account, and etc. I'll be blogging more when i get a laptop .. See ya.. Take care ppl =)

Charis

stress...

2009-06-03T14:51:00.002+08:00

Halo ppl,

Today is the first day of working after Gawai holiday.After few days free from working life, i felt very lazy.=) And i have a great time with my ex-schoolmates.We went to Boulevard. And i bought a blouse worth RM64.70 after discount. haha. We shopped from 2pm to 6pm. It was indeed a great fellowship together. And i have a mix emotion these few days. Hmmm... first of all , the day i was support to teach the Sunday School... The kids were quite playful and noisy=( And today, my USM result out. i was not successful.. Very disappointed as one of my chances were gone. Making me more nervous and stress. But i have no control over it after all.. So i choose to let go to God to decide. After all i have done my very best..

2009-05-29T15:13:00.002+08:00

all my typing gone just now.. Alamak. Hmmm its ok.. Rewrite nia ma=) No big deal. haha. This few weeks busy for tuition. A feeling which pulling me here and there.. But overall, it is still manageable. Especially when you realized there is some improvements in those students whom you taught them before. It gave me a sense of accomplishment.=) I hope to be a lecturer one day. Hope my dream came true o..

This sunday i will be teachinng the Sunday school kids. Seriously speaking the kids were very smart. And one thing i am very sure is that they remember every single word that you have said..

schedule~~~

2009-05-18T10:54:00.003+08:00

halo friends,
it has been a long time i x update my blog. This is due to unavailable internet at my house. This few weeks i have been doing some tuitions for the students. It has been a great time as well as feeling stress at sometimes. Really thanked God for people around me who have been a comfort to me. Like this student of mine, willing to lend me his laptop for me to check my mail, facebook and etc.. haha

The time is getting nearer.During the 3rd week of june, the result for UPU will be out. My first choice is Unimas. To my surprise i knew some of the lecturers who are teaching at Unimas for Civil Engineering.World iis so small. I do agree on this=)

This wed , our college group in church will perform hand miming It is indeed a great privilege for me to be part of the team to perform. Tonight i will be having tuition on theory of structure. then tuesday would be a rest day at night for me. The wed will be hand miming presentation, thursday would be a lab day for at night(5pm-7pm) then friday prayer meeting, saturday youth service and sunday tuition and SLM

That's all from me =) All the best people!!=)
~Charis~

Family Gathering ~~

2009-05-02T02:09:00.003+08:00

Hartz Chicken ~~

Before going to hartz

1st of May is a Labour Day. We have free tickets for a meal at Hartz Chicken . I ate a lot. =) I have a great day After that we went shopping at Sarawak Plaza and i bought two pairs of shoes.. Because my shoes spoilt and worn out=). Most of the things were half price. Many people were there because it is a public holiday. After that i went to Hock Lee, Everise and Satok plaza.. Shop till leg so sour. But it was nice .. haha. I bought another two formal shirts.. Which oli cost me RM 8 plus after a BIG discount.. haha. The quality not bad... =) that's all for now.Here is 2 am plus and my eyes still very big.. haha. But no matter how still need to sleep.

Red colleseum ( Sing K) ~~

2009-05-02T01:20:00.003+08:00

On 3oth April 2009, Me and my other friends went to karaoke to have fun time. It was indeed fun because it was my first time singing at this place.

After all, this place named Red Colleseum was a nice place. Not so stuffy, and it was kinda nice lo.. You have to be there to experience it =) It costs RM 28 per person .. From 8pm till 2am. And we sang till our voices crack.. haha..And thanked God the next day was Labour day=) So can sleep like pig=)

After waiting for 2 years..

2009-04-29T23:16:00.002+08:00

Today is a another day. I thanked God i am still alive.. Today i have obtained my MQA cert. God heard my prayers =) I have my Muet and accreditation done..What should i do next? Today someone from Unimas shared his life experience as a Civil Engineer to me. Really happy and felt privilege . He taught me lots of things in life.

I wanted to continue my education so badly .. what's next???... I have to discover more...

My day..

2009-04-28T23:25:00.005+08:00

Having another post for today =) Am quite ok mood for today.. My shoulder is very painful..But everything turned out to be quite well today.. Thank God.. Because i am almost drowned in many issues.. haha..

For the latest update.. I have been worrying about my Uni application.. Yea.. It almost drive me crazy.. To be honest. i think of it everyday.. whenever i am free.. It has been almost two years i have been out from my education line.. Time never wait for people, Which it makes me even more worried.. My impatient attitude leads me to make phone calls to Unimas. Hoping to get a better news.. Well, i reached to the receiver.. Unfortunately the deputy dean was busy for meeting. Unable to get him through for two times..Which make me so tired so i eventually went to sleep for a little while ..haha.. When i woke up .. my brain automatically reminded me for the call.. so below were the conversation with the Deputy Dean..

Me: Hello.. May i speak to Mr. XXX ? Thank you.
Mr XXX: Yea.. speaking May i know who's on the line.?.
Me: (Feeling a little bit blur) Err.. i am Miss tay here.. The one who went to see u the other day with my brother.. Do you still remember me??
Mr XXX: You are from which Faculty??
M: ( Feeling blur) oh nono.. I am a...a ...a Citizen..( Silly answer -__-)
Mr XXX: Oh? Student?? yaya.. so what isit about that you are calling here??
Me: Ermm. Regarding my MQA cert.. I was unable to get the cert now because the MQA department hasn't deliver it to me yet. So how ar??
Mr XXX: Its ok.. Your application is complete.. No need to send it anymore..
Me:Huh ?? Why le??
Mr XXX: I have been discussing with the committee.. So you just need to wait for the result ya.
Me: Hmmm Huh? is it a good news?? ( Trying too dig for an answer)
Mr XXX: I cannot disclosed anything to you right now.. But you will have my support..
Me: Your support ?? (I catch no ball from his words).
Mr XXX: If you get into Unimas, You just need to submit your cert along during registartion.. Btw, i cannot talk now, because i am having a meeting right now. So you just have to wait for the result ya..
Me: Oh .. sorry ya.. ok bye. Thanks.
MrXXX: Bye bye..

the conversation ended.. the whole conversation makes me think even more.. Finally got tired .. Really hope is a good news. Hope all my efforts were not wasted. I have done all i can ...

Apart from that, he contarctor fnallycame to see the damaged roof. The rain has been flowing non-stop onto the ceiling, which finally got into the Materials Room. Pity the wooden stools. Many were damaged because of the rain. Hopefully the management approved the quotation and get the roof to be fixed soon. The request has been delayed for 4 years!! And now is my responsibility to request for the repairment. I assumed they were very unlucky to deal with me.. Because i will always chase them to fix it.. You know.. Emails were very important .. =P

haha.. That's all..

thanks for reading.. =)

Thoughts...

2009-04-27T21:04:00.002+08:00

Just to update on things which happened recently, as far as past week.. Apart from paying a visit to Marrybrown, i went to Spring as well. To my surprise i was totally falling in love with a clothing shop. My goodness.. The prices are reasonable + it suits my taste.. For a moment, how i wish i can buy some of them back home. Then, it makes me think of the comng CNY.. haha.. I admit i am a crazy dude... And worse still, i went to a shop full of bags.. But the prices are so expensive ar!

You know, how tempting i was that time.. haha.. And it cun cun appears during the time my pocket is empty.. haha .. Not till so bad la. Just wanna save up as that was my real intention at the very beginning.. need to spend wisely=) Am i right?

Today i wash my brother's car when i get back home. The last time i washed was during CNY.. The day before CNY. haha.. Pity my brother's wife!! so i managed to get it clean today.. so happy..
Now am waiting for the MQA cert.. really praying hard that it will be delivered here as soon as this week.. Or else.. really really cham.. Get stressed out whenever this appear in my mind.

That's all for now.. thanks for reading.. i need a place to pour out everything =) Because i am a HUMAN.. =)

MuM & I~~ at Marrybrown =)

2009-04-26T18:33:00.005+08:00

Me at the swing ~~

Open today... haha

Thank Q for coming =P

There it goes.. New Marrybrown in Kuching

Ice Milo..

The thigh meat.

My portion =)~~

The swing... the place where i sat

The cute cushion chairs ~~

Balloons.~~

I never knew that my mom actually MORE UPDATED than I do -___- haha.. Today my mom brought me to the new Marrybrown. Before i carried on ,... I totally recommend anybody who read this to try out Marrybrown. It wasn't only cheap but tasty too! Trust me.. It worths every single cents of yours.. Sounds like i am doing a free promotion here.. haha. It is located beside Satok Plaza. A set which consist two chicken + fries = RM9.90. Isn't that cheap? =)

Hey friends! Do try this out if you stop by at Kuching! =)

-charis-

Moments of LIFE...

2009-04-26T11:04:00.004+08:00

I just back from my Word For Life class.. This past week had been a struggle for me. I do have stress but just i did not express it out.Until i really couldn't take it.. Then i will " launch" my so-called atomic BOMB. =)

This month i have a tight budget=( After the car accident, plus the car battery. My brother's car , which i normally drive died at Eon bank , besides MacDonald. Then followed by, ... Yes! I fell down at my house compound. Thanked God nobody was there because i was wearing a SKIRT at that time !!! So pai seh le..

My whole body ache now.. Was wondering might be my sleepingposture was not right or might be stress huh?? And plus.. I couldn't stop eating. The portion of food that i take could not last for few hours.. And especially at night, I always hunt for food... haha. My mom has started to ask me, why are you eating so much lately?Hmmm. I also don't know bo... Feel like eating so why not eating le?? I just went for a body check less than a year ago.. And it was completely normal except for some minor problem.

have to start some self- improvement stuffs... =)

Life...

2009-04-17T00:30:00.002+08:00

Life can be so fragile at times

Therefore my post today is to remind all of us including me to appreciate our loved ones. They may come and go anytime.. I have a friend whom his father in in a critical situation . I felt bad. Feel helpless.. Do not know what should i do to make him and his family to have a better life. Trying my best to comfort and keeping them in prayer. As what we know, God has the best for us at all times.

God.. Pls bles their family... Pray that Your comfort be with them Show your miracle sign be upon them. Let them rely fully on you. Thank you Lord . In Jesus name i pray. Amen..

Thanks a zillion =)

2009-04-09T23:27:00.003+08:00

It feels good when your friends care for you. At that moment, you know that you are not alone.Feel like being a princess for a while. My life is stagnant. If i could describe it in such a way. Somehow a friend of mine woke me up from my fairy tale dreams. Encouraging me to get a self-enrichment to broaden my thoughts in life. Well, What came out was i am just not interested in doing all this.. You have your thoughts, i have mine too=) I think he/she will kill me he/she managed to stop and view my bloggie. As what i am writing now. I was thinking how many people can you care about? after all a friend need not help in such an excellent way. I did not dislike that friend. Just that i feel ashamed of myself for being reminded in that way. And what my response is to ignore his/ her advice. To be honest i could not take it. Asking me to read successful people biography and life story . I am just not into it. I think i would have fall asleep even in the 1st page of reading. And by the way, who doesn't want to be a successful person life? If humans were given a chance to determine their own life, they would have choosen the best things out of life. Thanks for being such a nice friend. You are unique.. The only friend who would advise me in such a way. Just to let you know that i appeciate you. Give me some time to adapt myself in the self-enrichment.. Who knows i might try it out somehow.=)

That's all friend..

Goodnight=)

charis

My dream laptop

2009-04-05T23:48:00.003+08:00

Sony VAIO -Candy Pink

I am in love with this laptop =)

Shopping time!! ~

2009-04-05T23:21:00.002+08:00

Today i spent 100++ in shopping. I seldom went to shop but once i go shopping, i think i cannot stop buying=) haha. These are the things i bought. And not forgetting i also went to reload my handphone. And i finally get myself a mp3. Happy to reward myself =)

coin pouch/hp pouch

mp3

purse

To-do list =)

2009-04-03T18:43:00.003+08:00

Hi !!!

I have listed down my to-do list. Three main tasks are to wash my clothes, wash car, and tidy my room. Tomorrow I will not be working.So i have no excuse not to do all this. My minutes for camp also delayed=(.

Then in my work place i have to clean four labs before the second open day. I just cleaned my lab manuals and etc. And i intend to restructue my lab manuals. thinking to bind it so that it would looked nicer.Many lab manuals o!. Not only one.

Then i have to keep track in my studies plan. I mised studying time ;( Apart from all this, i have to plan for my budget and financial.Hope to hang out with friends. Coz many of them will come back soon=)

Now is the busiest season for tuition. Hope all my students can do well. I need to prepare final papers for them to do ..=)

NOW, TIME MANAGEMENT IS VERY IMPORTANT FOR ME !!! =)

Jia you!!

Left? Right? =)

2009-04-03T00:45:00.003+08:00

Left or Right?
Never in my whole life i would think of this. To leave or to stay?
I am in dilemma because if i would to leave i might hurt ppl surrounded me. But situation doesn't get any better. I have my own opinion so does the other party.

It took me months and days to think about it. Never do i want to feel regret about it after i have make the full decision about it..

-ChaRis-

The Only Me - ChariS-

2009-03-25T21:41:00.003+08:00

I am sitting here thinking of the updates i should made for my bloggie..Thinking of that , i finally decided to describe my attitude or should i say character? =) Full name is Tay Hui Na ( Charis) ,22 this year. I love cats.I love to drink fanta green, teh-o-peng, orange, wheat grass, milo.. I love MacD ice cream, french fries.. Favourite fruit.. of coz Durians!!(King of fruit).favourite numbers: 3 and 7.Favourite colour: Blue. Sign: Aquarius. Date of Birth: 26 January 1987. I have an elder brother an i am the youngest. I am stubborn. Prefer to do things independently if can.. haha. think i am heartless.......... Am I?? I am a workaholic. I am a perfectionist, pessimistic. Hobbies: Collecting stamps, chatting... Course : Civil Engineering.. Hope to be a lecturer one day =)
Hate people who cheat or accuse me blindly ( I thnk everyone hates it huh??) . Weight: 43 kg. Height: 142cm??. I have short sighted an long sighted. I am afraid of crockroaches!! EEw!!=( I am a good listener eh? haha.. What else?? I hope everything which i do glorifies God and my Family.=)

Seems like writing an autograph!! haha
-ChArIS-

Tick Tock.. TickTock...

2009-03-18T23:22:00.002+08:00

Many things happened... But i thanked God for all the problems which make me even stronger and more depending on God. True friends do ask for my condition, and even offer me something i never even expect in my life.I am longing for God to guide my for my university life. I thanked God for blessing me with many helpful friends. Thanks a lot.

In my working life as well, i learnt a lot of things. I learn dealing with people and so on. Many people do say study life is better than working life. I do agree ..

I am stress.. Super stress i would say. When i am in front of my colleagues or friends, i only pour out little stress. Maybe 10 % of all..

I can even list out all the happenings do cause me to think again and again for everything in my life. I do believe it is my testing time in life.

Thanks for friends who offer me help. You know who you are.. This might be my last post .. Nite =)

~chaRis~

2009-03-11T22:27:00.004+08:00

Today I took half day leave to do Surat Akuan for my mom. While waiting for the officer to come back from lunch, I came across a shop which sell bags and shoes. This bag caught my attention. It costs RM49.90. I never bought such an expensive bag lo=P. haha. Finally i bought it because i just love it so much.. haha .. Cannot resist =)

ChaRis

I also went to get my studio pictures.. Overall satisfied =) My aunty couldn't recognise me. The 1st question she asked me is" Who is this" . When i told her that it was me.. She said doesn't look like me le =( haha.
Anyway, this is my 1st studio photos.. haha.

tata =)

~ ChaRis~

11.03.2009

My favourite =)

2009-03-09T22:47:00.002+08:00

Today i managed to get back home early=) My initial plan was to sleep as i were really exhausted =) But seeing him at the living room swept away all my tiredness.. So you can imagine how powerful a baby can be a? He is 4 months old now. A happy go lucky baby as he laughs almost all the time. I seldom see he cry. His favourite hobby is to play with people . He likes to watch movie although i do not know whether he understands a not. Now, he starting to make all kind of noise. although we have no idea what he is trying to say. Can train him to be a future singer. haha..

He is SO CUTE,, Isn't he? =)

Make-Up.. Woohoo!! =)

2009-03-07T22:11:00.003+08:00

It has been a long time since i am into make up. My colleague always advised me to put on some make up but i am a bit stubborn to do so. Sorry ya..

Today, i went to boulevard to buy some make up.. haha.. Maybe if i spent my own money then i will be willing to use it lo =P haha. Hmmm.. the price is so so expensive le.. But some of the stuffs do worth a try lo.. haha. Since i always like to snap a photo of myself. May as well take a nice one .. haha. I venture myself into make up not to show off. But to build up a confidence within myself. To make myself more presentable ...

Stilll exploring the MAKE-UP WORLD.. haha

Unexpected incidents do happened..

2009-03-04T23:42:00.004+08:00

Many things happened recently. I almost couldn't find a place to breathe.Things involved uni application, car accident, keys forgotten, and bla bla bla.. Sometimes i do feel upset for myself for being such a forgetful person and etc. In the bible, it says we must givethanks in all circumstances for this is the will of God. So, being a Christian who trust in God with a child's faith, i begin to relax myself , praying and convincing myself that everything happened for a purpose. Yes.. There were purposes behind all these.
No matter how i tried. i have the limit of my own.. Finally, I explode for another time =( What a poor self-control i have. I am sorry.. Just felt upset .. Must learn to have self-control liao .. That's all from me =) Tata

Kenari knocked by a Myvi ...

2009-03-01T16:01:00.009+08:00

This morning, as usual i was suppose to drive to pick my friend to go to church. As i was waiting, on my way to go out from the 3rd mile roundabout, i saw a car in front of me suddenly stopped. So i slow down. Out of sudden, i heard the sound " Pom!" behind me. A Myvi knocked my car!. I was shocked.

For a few seconds i sit still in my car.I wanted to push the auto gear to "P" but the tortoise toy jump out from its original place on to the gear making me even nervous because i couldn't move my auto gear. ( It sounds silly though)

I got down from the car. There was a young boy with his friend ... My hands were shivering .. I think my voice sounds shaky too.

Driver 's friend: Sorry, my friend didn't see your car in front. He was

looking at the side car...

Driver: I called my father first..

After he made the phone call. I have to borrow his handphone to call.. So coincidencely.. my handphone declared inactive SIM !!By the way, i have not enough credit to make a phone call and my battery is almost empty!

I called my brother in Malacca 1st.

Me : Ko, somebody knocked the kenari from behind. He said need to claim insurance.. ( My voice trembled). Can claim ah?

Brother: Huh? Ya. can.. How was it?

Me: The car door behind crooked and the lamp spoilt.. But their Myvi seems more serious than us..

My mom and grandpa came not long after that. And his father came there as well. When my mom saw his father..

Mummy: You are his father?

The boy's father: You looked familiar...

They actually knew each other before..

Finally we both went to Simpang Tiga police station. Waited from 11 am something wait till 3.40pm baru back home -_-".

Praise the Lord!=)

2009-02-22T20:59:00.002+08:00

This is what it called as scaffoldings

Thank God for His protection upon me =) Today i was driving to church. During our SLM (Sunday Leadership Meeting), we were suppose to drive to our new church building and to pray for it.After we prayed.. i went to my car and start the engine.. When i reverse my car...i didn't see the scaffoldings behind me and knocked it down.. Ooops!! Thank God it fall sideways.. or else if it fall right on top of my car.. then sure my car will be very damaged dy. Actually it is my brother's car . Thank God there is no paseerby and cars behind me.. Praise the Lord for His covering=)

My Inner thoughts..

2009-02-19T19:52:00.002+08:00

I used to have a good friend.. But after that incident, i lose my trust.. Everything that has been done annoyed me.. The things that happened disappoint me alot.. Even until today.. I still could not understand why can that happened? Worse part is they can actually give thousands and one reason just to cover themselve up. Yes! they do...In the end, people would think i am the bad person without knowing the truth.. Because they tried to reconcile.. but i refused.. Because they do not deserve my trust..

I tried to forgive.. But somehow it is so hard to work it out.. Will try..

My day ...

2009-02-16T23:26:00.004+08:00

Today i am late to work.. hehe..But thak God i finally healed dy..Today i took my student's hp and played the games.. One bout common knowledge and the other one bout brain challenge.. and both give me the same output of my BRAIN analysis..IT says..

You are a mathematic genius.. but you have a very poor logic.. -_-"

Yea, i am bad in logic.. that's why i am bad in road direction.. haha.. Just cannot link this road with the other road .. I wonder should i play more logic games to gain back my LOGICS! LOL.. hehe

Today went to FULL HOUSE with my little sheep.. We were suppose to go to huis ing hawker stalls to eat that "Pua Tam Ta" mee.. But as i was driving and chatting, i pass the place... so we changed to Full House.. Nice food =) Not bad.

Today i met weird people offering me weird services.. First i went to SHELL station to pump oil.

Staff: Miss, how much you wanna pump?
Me : RM 10 would do..
Staff: You have any bonuslink?
Me : Nope, Don't have
Staff: You want to make one?
Me: No, thanks..
Staff: You sure? Very fast one..
Me: Err.. no, thanks..
Staff : You want to clean your car window?
Me: No a, thanks..

Thanks for your offer.. but i seriously need not one...

Then i met another guy as i am waiting for my sheep in the car..

Salesman: Halo, you wanna see this product? Its a very good product..

Me : (I waved at him saying that i not interested in his product)..But being a salesman.. he insisted...

Salesman: You give it a try.. you use this product, then you need not use your wiper for the one whole month!

Me: (Surprise at his explanation though.. Am thinking hard how to tell him i am not interested in his product).. Ermm.. sorry.. i am in a rush..i need to go now.

Salesman: Wait.. Just a while.. ( Out of nowhere, he spray his product on my front car window)
Me: .....

The salesman wipe my car window with cloth.. then i thought that was all.. But NO! Wait!!!... He suddenly took a 1.5 litre water bottle and poured water on my car window!! Everyone who pass by.. Look at me!! Aduh!! So embarrasing..I am totally certain and wished if i could hide my face under my car's carpet at that particular moment .. Every single one is looking. That is nothing to be proud off!i starting to get a little impatient.. because after that, he refused to go!!

Salesman: Hmmm. it doesn't worked so well.. wait.. i try again ya.. you wait..

Oh no!! he took out his spray again and sprayed on it .. and pour water again..

Me: I really need to go now.. sorry..

Finally, he is willing to pack his stuffs.. and me.. in a split second drove away from the place.. Phew!!!

That's my day ... with weird experience..

Went to see doctor again after 2 years...

2009-02-12T17:40:00.002+08:00

Antibiotics and fever medicine..

Cough medicine..

I went to see doctor after two days battling with the sickness.. My grandpa brought me to see doctor. The whole conversation went like this...

In the doctor's room..

Doc : Come in.. sit down..

Me : O....

Doc: What's your sickness?

( Before i even have my own chance to speak...)

Grandpa: She gt fever, cough...

Me: The fever on and off one bo..

Doc: ( taking my blood pressure) Blood pressure normal..

After that...

Doc : You cough for me to hear...

Me : Huh?? Now?? ( starting to laugh)

pretending to cough as required by the doctor..

Doc: Now breathe as hard as you could..Wanna chaeck ur breathing..

Me: ????????

Doc: Ok.. will give you the required medicine..

Me: Doc, can you give me a sick leave letter?

Doc: Sure. How many days you want? one, two??

Me: Hmmm. One day should be ok..

Doc: Good worker..

Me : ??

And the whole conversation, less than 10 minutes costs me RM 35...

haha.. Funny little doctor =)

0 Fare!!~

2009-02-10T22:44:00.002+08:00

I am BOOKING NOW!!! =)

Woohoo!!!hehe

Tuitions =)

2009-02-05T20:56:00.002+08:00

Engineering Statics

Today, when i view my camera album in my handphone.. I found those photos above!! Am starting a busy life again.. Giving tuition to students.. Loving it although it can be really stressful at times!! haha

Sometimes i think i am more panic then the students.. hehe.. Whenever they finshed their exams, i would ask them whether they know how to do the test a not.. hehe

I am really happy for them when they managed to score good results =)

CNY Visitation =)

2009-02-01T16:45:00.002+08:00

At kelvin house

from left :

Desmond, Frans, Jennifer, John, Khee Ping, Leo, Vincent, me, Sheng wei and Kelvin

At Leo house

I was sick on the 1st day of CNY + Birthday =( But thanked God i was alright after that. Only start a proper visiting on the 3rd day of CNY. With Church friends.. But i have not get the photos yet.. hehe.. So will update that one later =)On the 4th day of Chinese New Year, we gather our ex-INTI collegemates for visitation. Really happy to see them around !!=) Hope our friendship will last forever =) Love you all ! Happy Chinese New Year!=)

CNY EVE =)

2009-01-25T16:58:00.003+08:00

Today is Chinese New Year Eve =) In few hours time I'll be having reunion dinner with my family.. My cousins are coming over.. Lots of dishes prepared!! Woohoo!! So happy though now is kind of tired.. I managed to wash the car and pluck grass. And now my skin peel off dy.. So painful le..

Later tonight have to choose my CNY clothes for thecoming days.. hehe.. ok la..now just remember need to do something .. GTG.. Bye bye=)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! The YEAR OF OX!! haha

Thoughts =)

2009-01-21T22:20:00.005+08:00

Some of the situations i just could not understand why did that happened?? I sit here thinking... Many events/ situations i knew but never did i told out.. Because came to a point, i do not know whether i should tell it out a not.. By the way, it is not a secret la.. Just things that i observed.. things that i never wish to hear, but somehow it just let me accidentally listen to it. I started to think twice... how pure a human can be? or how evil a normal person can be? When you realized they did something that is for their own benefit only. That is just so sickening...somehow my trust to such people degraded drastically...it will make you think twice.. But i won't be over emotional over this matter because i do not want to create a self pity within myself.. i know i have to move on.. The journey is still long.. but it is so worth it when you let God to be the one to guide you =) One of my greatest presents of all!!=)

~ Charis~
21 Jan 2009

CNY????

2009-01-20T22:26:00.002+08:00

taken from http://english.cri.cn/mmsource/images/2008/02/07/funiulel.gif

Chinese New Year Coming very soon... Woohoo!!!!=)

Birthday Treat =)

2009-01-17T20:51:00.003+08:00

I went to studio to take picures.. And of coz tat two photos above are not the studio photos.. hehe.. I took these photos with my own hp camera. My colleague sponsored me half to go take these photos. It was suppose to be hers .. and she suppose to go take last year. but she never go.. So she gave me this offer.. Since i never take photos at studio, so i go take .. Thay have to clear everything before 21st January 2009.. The whole process took 5 hours.. from make-up till hairstyle.. Straight hair look or curly hair nicer??

That's all from me=)

The day i finally explode:(

2009-01-13T23:40:00.003+08:00

I had a quarrel with my aunt.. Gosh.. I used to ignore all her words, her harsh words and etc.. BUT not this time. I think she is getting over the limit each time she speaks.. I used to think over at her side.. thinking maybe she was just too bored that's why she likes to nag, or scolding ppl without a proper reason so that somebody might just answer her back. She's still single by now.. with no children of course.. Many thoughts running inside my mind.. I remembered asking God why is He allowing her to be in this family? She's awalys the problem maker.. Seriously she is.. She can be nice to you..but within seconds she can scold you for no reason. No kidding.. all of the family members can prove it. All this while, ppl just keep quiet when she starts to scold ppl without reasons. Maybe because of this, she thinks that she is right all the time. Really sickening..

Can you just imagine we can quarrel over just because of me wearing a short inside a dress?? Yes..as simple as that.. And she just lift up a mosquito racket wanted to hit me.. just because i went in front her telling that it is not her business of what i am wearing.. everyone has their own freedom wearing anything they like. She said i am crazy wearing like that and it must be the church teaching me to wear lidat! Gosh.. I really have no idea what is she trying to say. She keeps repeating that over and over again..finally..i just cannot tahan la:(

Haiz... dunno why there is such a person on planet earth.. Heartbroken..Sob sob..

Tension released is needed...

2009-01-11T22:09:00.002+08:00

I am confused.. for a moment.. The obstacles i faced.. Does it symbolize that i should give up or persevere?? Is it signifies the door is closed? Ahh.. wanted to release some tension out.. Many thoughts running in my brain.. Many things require more time, patience, etc before you know the outcome.. Ermmm.. i just dislike those feelings.. if u get wad i meant.. Is just like you wanted to do something but u can't just because you have no control over the situation.. All you can do is WAIT.. and TRY. or shud i say try and wait..

why need so many procedures and regulations?? after all..does it matter in a way?

Maybe it is time to just take action.. get help if neccessary and surrender to God for His planning ..

It really takes alot of self encouragement sometimes because only you yourself know the best of the situation that you are facing..more than any other ppl would ever know ..

Gives thanks in every situation... at least i know that i have to keep moving forward no matter what it takes..Seeing a bigger picture and knowing that God loves me really comforts me when i am at the lowest point in my life.. FORGIVEN ALL.. Today's sunday sermon =)

HuJaN/ Rain/ Sia Yu/ Lok Yu... =)

2009-01-10T20:26:00.003+08:00

Raining season!! It has been raining since couple of weeks ago!! Gosh.. Some roads are starting to flood due to the overflowing water from the drain. Rain rain go away, come again another day....

Remember the song?? =)

The Day at Boulevard=) 8/1/09

2009-01-08T23:13:00.005+08:00

Jan with her nasi rendang.. =)

Me & Janice.. hehe

Me^^

Sing Yee..

Butter and Kaya Toast.. Very Yummy lo..

BURP -_-"?? Burp??

Posing with BEARS!! haha..

We did ask permission from the shop owner de oh.. haha

Gong Xi Fa Cai??haha

I believe 99% of the girls out there love to take pictures!! Am i right?? haha.. Chinese New Year is just around the corner.. New semester has just started as well. hehe.. Oh no!! Tons of GRASS is still waiting for me to be plucked off!! Time past so fast!! Better get my hands on and finish every task quickly.. Okie okie..stop blogging now.. Enjoy reading!! haha..

Birthday ..

2009-01-08T22:32:00.005+08:00

These two pictures were taken during one of my church fren's birthday=) 31st december.. haha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Although it was really a late post.. hehe

Psalm 28:6-7

2009-01-01T21:32:00.004+08:00

says....

Blessed be the Lord because he hath heard the voice of my supplications. The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in Him and I am helped; therefore my heart truly rejoice; and with my songs i will praise him. - Psalm 28:6-7

Happy 2009!! I was amazed..Of all the things happening this week. God has been really good to me =). Indeed surprise! hehe.. Just couple of days ago, my student gave me clothes.. The tags have not been removed yet, which means most of them are still brand new.. Feel so blessed!:) Out of the sudden i have more than 10 new clothes to wear.. hehe..
To my surprise.. just yesterday, i met my student.. He is my friend's brother.. Wow, so happy .. Suddenly feel like having the 'teacher' kind of feeling.. haha.. World seems so small at that moment.. Today, is the new beginning of 2009!! Feel refreshed.. Setting targets which are yet to be fulfilled. hehe.. New year resolutions =)

This morning i went to have breakfast with my secondary friends.So happy meeting up with them.. We went somewhere near Banquet to have ' Kueh Chap' .. I tell you.. the Kueh Chap is So so Yummy.. It is just opposite to a place called pop wave. According to my plan, i was supposed to pluck grass .. Yea.. my usual duty at home.. haha. But the weather is so hot.. So i shift the plan to evening time. Around 5pm, i went to my house garden.. just when i was about to pluck a few grass... suddenly....... tip.. tap.. tip.. tap.. Ahh!!! Its raining! =( I prayed to God to stop the rain. Coz today is the only available time for me to pluck the tons of grass at my house.. I prayed for the rain to come half an hour later.. Yea.. I prayed that prayer =). Praise the Lord because He answered my prayer! He stopped the rain.. Not for half an hour but after half an hour later. hehe.. The rain stop after half an hour.. And the weather is so windy and nice to pluck the grass... Really thank God !! I hope all these incidents will be able to encourage all of you who happen to drop by to read my blog.. haha

God listens to our prayer.. Amen =)

DOULOS!

2008-12-29T20:51:00.006+08:00

I went to doulos 7 yrs ago.. With the Girls Brigade members.. hehe

It was fun!!

I remembered we were given a small booklet.. then we have to enter into diferent rooms for different sessions..They have to cop our booklet.. hehe

Those memories...

I remember until now..hehe

I finally managed to re-visit 'it' once again before 'it' retire.. soon..

One of the oldest ship after 'Titanic'

After 7 yrs.. finally it comes back to visit KUCHING!! =)

Bye bye ship.. You have placed sweet memories and a history in my heart =)

Merry Christmas !! ^^

2008-12-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

Hi Friends!! Merry Chistmas!!

Wish all of you have a blessed Christmas!

& A Happy New Year!=)

Till then.. Peace ^^

Oh ya!! Happy Holiday too!! ~~ hehe

FarewelL for Colleagues~~

2008-12-24T22:49:00.009+08:00

Yesterday afternoon, School of Creative Computer and Enngineering(SOCCE) organised a farewell for some of our colleagues. We had 'makan' time. Really really a lot food prepared for this farewell.. After makan, we invite Mr chai and sing ling to give some speech.. We shared among our colleagues to buy a small gift for Mr Chai as a token of appreciation. He is indeed a good mentor and a dedicated lecturer. Sure gonna miss him a lot.. All the best to you, Mr chai =) Thanks for everything..

Food.. hehe

Bee Hoon

Fried Rice

Fried Eggs

Salad..

Hot Dogs

Sandwiches

Popiah

Mix Vege

Satay

also some of the food^^ dunno call wat name.. hehe

Fried ayam

Boxing chicken

Farewell Speech..

Random photo.. hehe

MNC~~ Theme Night

2008-12-23T19:58:00.006+08:00

Have you ever heard about HELICONIA Flower?? hehe..Its one of the toughest flowers because it can resist heat and survive in many places..During the theme night, we have to dress up like a heliconia.. I like the costume very much.. as of coz the dance as well.. ^^ Glad to be part of the team.. All Glory to God.. hehe

Real Heliconia photo

taken from :http:// www.andromeda.cavehill.uwi.edu

Me and Lina

Me ^^ hehe

The whole team.. hehe

MNC-Vibrant TouR~~

2008-12-23T19:15:00.007+08:00

Hihi~~Below are some of the photos durng the MNC vibrant tour. Some of us joined the tour around Putrajaya.. Enjoyed looking at the structural buildings.. hehe...

Me at playground =P hehe

I like their building structures^^

View at the garden.. hehe

Another nice view...

Flags........

Scenery.. Road..

Jongkang-jongket by 3 ppl?? hehe

try to have a cool pose.. hehe

they trying to pose.. hehe

Qian Jie taking photo.. hehe

C-U-T-I-E

2008-12-21T00:13:00.002+08:00

Cute ar!!I saw it in Mid Valley if i not mistaken.. I curi curi took down the photo of it.. Its a porcuppine =) I am busy lately.. Will update soon!! Enjoy looking at THIS CUTIE 1st!! i'll be back to blog sometime soon.. Hopefully.. hehe.. =)

Real Living Testimony

2008-12-14T23:55:00.003+08:00

Photo taken from : http:// www.zfm.org/add_pics/Nick_speakingsmall.jpg

The photo above is no other than.... NICK VUJICIC.. A man living without limbs. I heard about him before. And thank God i have a chance to witness by my own eyes and listen to his very own testimony just now at Association of Churches in Sarawak. Many people came and it was really crowded. I thanked God for such an opportunity. No words can describe how strong his faith and i believe his testimony has managed to touch many many lives out there. How God mobilise Nick to do routine activities just like other normal human beings can do.

He went from places to places to preach the good news of God. On how God has changed his life when he attempt to end his life when he was 8 years old. He hold so strong on God and he is sure that Jeremiah 29:11 has became real in his very own life..

Jeremiah 29:11

For i know the plans i have for you'declares the Lord' plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future

Disappointment never failed to hit me. Especially by people whom you treasure so so much. And what they can only tell you is the word sorry over and over again. I felt being used even though they may do it intentionally or unintentionally. The best solution is to surrender everything to God and He will take care of it=) Outside people may not know, But God knows.. =)

13th MNC (4th Dec-7th Dec)

2008-12-13T21:22:00.009+08:00

It has been quite a while i have not update my bloggie... Managed to settle down.. Leg still sour a.. This time, the MNC is held at Putrajaya(PICC) .. Very inspiring .. Thank God for giving me this opportunity to attend it. Most of us stayed in Kajang hotel ..Or called as Metro Kajang.. hehe.. The PICC hall is really huge.. it can accommodate 2800 people !!! Approximately 1700 people went for this glorious convention.. Here are some of the photos.. will update another one for theme night and vibrant tour during the MNC... hehe

Guys group photo

Metro Kajang.. The place we stay ^^

Traffic jam in Kajang

Putrajaya (PICC)

View from PICC

Inside PICC

Another view in PICC.. hehe

Flag bearers

ExciteD!!!!!^^

2008-12-01T22:42:00.002+08:00

Few more days to MNC!! Gosh!! I am so excited now.. hehe.. will update my bloggie when i am back!! I just back from heliconia dance practice .. Final practise .. Gonna miss this dance for sure!=) Love the effort, unity the costume .. BASICALLY EVERYTHING!! =) =) =)

Nothing much for now... Till after MNC...

Conquering PUTRAJAYA soon.. REAL soon!!=)

See ya!!

One Night...

2008-11-25T23:09:00.003+08:00

I think after this incident, I would never go out alone at night to BANK anymore!! Gosh! It was really scary! I was supposed to help my brother to pay for his credit cards because he is in Melaka . Tonight is the last date for payment or else he would be charged for late payments. I thanked God i did not choose to go alone or else i would never even dare to think about the later consequences , which really freaked me out..

As i have planned beforehand, i would need to go to CIMB (to bank in the cheque) , Maybank ( credit card), Bank Islam (car payment), Ambank(credit card), and Eon Bank(Credit Card). Mom suggested to accompany me as she was afraid i may not know the road plus, it was quite late already. And what annoyed me was the RAIN!! I hate driving under the RAIN! =(

We went out about 9pm ...

1st destination-----> CIMB Bank
I was searching for the CHEQUE Envelope.. And it was nowhere to be found.. So i tried to ask the person who use the machine.

ME: Ermm.. Excuse me, do you know which one is the envelope to bank in the cheque?
STRANGER: Hmmm.. ( Trying to search for the envelope.. Flip few times) It isn't here bo.. not sure.
ME: Oh.. its ok then.. Never mind.. Thanks. (Wondering where is the SECURITY GUARD)

I tried to search once again.. Could not find the cheque envelope..And could not find the security guard.

Suddenly.. The security guard appeared from the other end.. i managed to asked him about the instruction and the KEK TIOK part was the cheque envelope is located at the other end of the machine!! I wonder who would even notice the envelope!!

2nd destination ----> Maybank
I went to the machine.. Halfway pressing the button, then somehow the button was no longer can be pressed.. The machine could not detect the details i have entered.. Feeling puzzled, i wanted to turn around to ask the security guard and... he was SLEEPING!! =( I have to wake him up and then he told me the machine is SPOILT! =( Haiz...

I went to another Maybank located at Satok. And the same thing happened. Luckily there were two machines.. The other one can be used..And i have the payment done=)

3rd destination ----> Bank Islam
Nothing much happened to this one .. It went smoothly.. Just that i almost press the wrong button for the types of payment. hehe..

4th destination ----> Ambank
I got down from the car.. Taking my steps to the stairs and began to walk up . Then.. there was a chinese guy sitting at the stairs.. Looking at me and MURMURING something.. I have no idea what he was talking!! Ignoring him, i went inside the bank. While waiting for the machine to accept the cash, i turned to the back and i saw that guy looking at me from the staircase. I quickly looked back at the machine.. I started to panic.

The machine REJECTED my money a few times , which make me even more panic.. i turned to the back the second time and noticed the guy still stared at me from the staircase.. My hand started shaking as i tried to put the the money correctly into the machine..
I prayed so hard that the guy would not come in. Nobody was there except me. I quickly reached to my cell phone and miss call my brother because my cell phone almost run out of credit.

My brother called me.. My voice was shaking..

ME: Ko, Got someone at the staicase staring at me.. I don't dare to go out..Can you quickly call mom ask her to come down .. I so scared la.. Just now i walk up the stairs .. he murmuring dunno wat thing to me..

BROTHER: Where are you now?

ME: At ambank .. I am alone here .. ( Panicking)

BROTHER: Ok ( Hang up the phone)

My heart beat so fast.. I dare myself to turn back although i was really really scared. Thank God i saw my mom standing downstair.. I quickly went out from the bank and walked as fast as i could.

Inside the car...
ME: Mummy, luckily you were downstair, or else i won't dare to come out. ( My voice still shaky)

My cell phone rang.. it was from my brother..

ME: Hello..
BROTHER: Where are you now? I couldn't contact mom..
ME: I am inside the car already. Huh??? But mom was outside just now bo.. You didn't managed to call her??
BROTHER: Hmm.. nvm ..
ME: Don't worry.. I am ok dy. Ok la.. Bye Bye..

Hang up the phone..

ME: ( Looking at mom) Just now so scary.. Luckily you were downstair.. Or else i really don'tdare to go out.. I asked ah ko to call you..
MOM: I didn't bring my handphone out with me.
ME: Isit?? Then how come you were downstair?
MOM: Cause i noticed that chinese guy keep looking at you. That's why i get down. I stand there so long waiting for you.. You didn't see me ?
ME: Nope.. I already so panic .. I don't even dare to look back. Only look back once then i saw you there . then i dare to go out..
MOM: Next time don't go out alone at night. So dangerous you know?
ME: ( Keep Quiet)

5th destination---> Eon Bank
Looking at the machine...

"This machine is under maintenance" -_-"

What??!!??? (Speechless..)

We went back home .. Left one bank not yet settle. On the way home.. I saw smoke coming out somewhere near 3rd mile.. Not sure the exact location.. It was indeed a BAD EXPERIENCE =(
I really thanked God for protecting me =)=)

Food :)

2008-11-21T00:55:00.009+08:00

For the past few weeks, i took quite a number of photos on food... Some of the places i had never been there before. Here are the combination of food at different places.. Enjoy !! =)

It is called nk food network..

The pineapple tart and blueberry scone

Fried rice ..

Butter Fish Rice

The place is called AFTER THREE kopitiam

Cantonese Noodle

Egg tart

Chicken chop

Lok lok

I dunno the name.. hehe.. Forgot already ^^

Countdown to MNC =)

2008-11-21T00:35:00.003+08:00

I am excited for the coming MNC ( Malaysian National Convention).. 2 more weeks to go!!yay!!

I will be flying off to KL from 3rd-10th Dec 08...

A Vibrant Community

MemorieS...

2008-11-16T22:43:00.012+08:00

Time flies... 1 month passed aleady.. and adrian a.k.a 'yang yang' is 1 month old !!:) We having a dinner at satay house restaurant.. Located somewhere near rubber road= ) Last minute, my uncle ask me to become photographer.. hehe.. so camera was my best friend that night.. haha.. Clicking the camera till fingers also 'suan'. hehe.. here are the memories of the night=) Enjoy !! =)

The dinner place

We reached early.. no guest arrived yet.. hehe

Aunty and me

Mummy.. and me

The sisters =)

The main actor of the night=)

Love him to bits^^

Uncle carry 'Yang yang'

Love this 1!! Daddy sayang his son =) So sweet:)

Kong kong carry the cucu.. hehe

Eating time!! =)

The buffet...

Food.. ( I am hungry) =)

Sushi =)

2008-11-15T22:33:00.013+08:00

This morning i went to my sheep house to make sushi.. hehe.. 1st time make lo.. Haha.. Nice experience=) Below are the process of making sushi.. Really happy to see the sushi coming out in shape.. haha. At first i thought i am going to spoil it.. hehe.. Sushi ... yum yum!!=)

Sushi ^^

Sing Yee cutting vege...

Cutting Sushi...

Carrots and cucumber

Crab meat

Sushi punya kulit.. hehe

Mayonise on top.. Yummy^^

Ready to be rolled.. hehe

Yeah!! Our food!! :)

Bunny in the house..

Halfway making sushi.. i makan durian.. hehe.. Cannot resist my favourite Fruit !!=)

One afternoon....^^

2008-11-15T21:55:00.004+08:00

Within this whole week, i took a lot of photos.. hehe.. On tuesday (11 Nov) afternoon, i went to distribute brochures.. hehe.. while waiting for students, i took some photos of the school. And with my frens of coz!! =)

Love their natural looks =)

SMK Batu Lintang

The corridor

Patience =)

2008-11-07T22:42:00.003+08:00

People used to tell me i am suitable to be a teacher because i am a patient person.. Sometimes it makes me think is it good or bad being such a patient person. I used to keep everything to myself unless i am close enough with that person to pour out my thoughts. All this while my patience is trained by.... THIS.. Yea.. it is through a laptop and also desktop computer =P hehe...

Let me tell you how this laptop train me.. As you can see there are four lights on the above photo which, i think are the bluetooth, power 'On' & 'OFF', electric supply and processor light. And guess what?? normally only the two "middle" light would be functioning. The processor light would stil be functioning BUT is VERY VERY slow lo.. Sometimes it takes 40 minutes just to startup the desktop screen!! Its true o.. No kidding.. =)

There is once i sat there for an hour plus to ON the laptop.. but it keeps hanging.. In the end i also x managed to ON it even after MANY MANY times ON and OFF.=( The desktop in the office also very slow. But still ok for me because i am used to it already =)

So.. it REALLY helps to build up my PATIENCE =)
although sometimes it may be ANNOYING lo...

SHOUT!!!!

2008-11-06T19:34:00.003+08:00

Ahhh!!! My WHITE Hair =(

IT GAVE A ME A SIGN THAT I AM OLD!!! BUT... WAIT... I AM ONLY 21 !!! * CRY*

OK.. OK .. FROM NOW ON.. THINK AND WORRY LESS =) WILL THIS HELP???

Duck-ies!!! Where are you hiding?? =)

2008-11-04T23:27:00.003+08:00

taken from : www.jonbrooks.co.uk

Some of you might have known the RECENT Digi Contest. Today I received a SMS from Digi saying this.....

Find the WANTED DUCKS!
Win awesome gadgets like PS3, PSP & more!
10 weekly winners & 5 bonus winners
from 20/10 - 30/11/08.
Start NOW at wantedducks.com.my

Filled with curiousity... I went to the internet searching for this website. All i have to do is to hunt for the FnF & SMS ducks because they have disrupted the peace and order. The so called FBI (Farm Bureau of Investigation) is rewarding those who can find them. And the funny thing is those DUCKS are hiding in blog sites.. hehe.. Sounds interesting??

And that's not all.. From the ducks.. you have to get their codes and register yourself . And the main part of the contest is to COUNT how many ducks are there in a picture given..And i tell you.. there are so so many DUCKS!! Count till my eyes also blur ... hehe

Hey!! For those who found this interesting can join lo.. Who knows you might be the lucky winner! hehe..

At Banquet =)

2008-11-02T23:40:00.007+08:00

Last saturday i attended a wedding dinner held at the Banquet =) The bride and bridegroom were indeed a great couple... I took some photos that night. The atmosphere was nice =) At 1st i intended to take photos on each of the dishes.. but i have always forgotten when i saw the food!! Gosh!! =) How could i be so forgetful?? hehe... Here are the photos on that night.. A date to be remembered.. 1st November 2008..........

The bride and the bridegroom

me on that night.. wearing a polka dot dress.. hehe

Colleagues =)

Yam ... Seng!!! =)

The bride and the bridegroom on the way to the stage..

The stage ...

The bride and the bridegroom pour out the wine =)

The bridegroom have to feed the cake mouth to mouth to the bride.. so sweet =)

Food !!! Yummy =)

Shark Fin with Crab Meat

Mango Sago.. This one is VERY SUPER DELICIOUS!!=)

Bye bye to my long hair =)

2008-11-02T23:20:00.006+08:00

My long hair =)

Recently cut it.. =)

Hehe.. I finally cut my hair.. after 3 months!! haha..

Decided to go cut bcoz of the wedding dinner .. hehe...

So... bye bye my long hair!! =)

A man i called BROTHER =)

2008-10-30T23:32:00.005+08:00

My ah ko =)

I have been blessed with an elder brother. Although we are five years difference in age, we are very close with one another. I really thanked God for blessing me with a wonderful and caring brother. Some of you may be wondering how caring is he...Well...

He is somebody whom i respect so so much.My mom used to told me this " One night, when your ah ko heard that you were crying, he fell down from the sofa and rushed to see why were you crying when you were still a baby " My respond was like " Wa, really a??" My mom nodded.

All this while, he had sacrifice a lot for me. In terms of love, financial and etc...When i recall, i think he had done more than what a brother should have done. Indirectly, he carried a role as a mother and also as a father. These are some of the things he had done in my life.. If not because of him, I would never been this far in my life ...

1) I remembered when i was in form 3, my brother stayed up late with me. You want to know why? It is because he helpd me with my ERT (Ekonomi Rumahtangga- Kemahiran Hidup) project. I remembered that incident very clearly because it was the 1st time i only slept 1 hour each day for that ONE WHOLE week!!. And he did the same too =)

2) Wat's more??He always bring me out to shop and paid for all my new year clothes when i was in secondary. When i was in primay 6 and form 3, he set exam questions for me to do.(Although i NEVER PASS the papers he set for me all this while =P haha)

3) Everyday when he came back home from work, he would SURELY came to my room to see whether i am ok a not before he went upstair to his room.

4) When i told him i was afraid for the driving test ( because i couldn't recognise the road) , he purposely drove me all the way to recognised all the A, B, C and D road.

4) When i was under pressure for exams, he took leave just to take care of me.

5) On the day i have gotten my SPM result, he brought me to different colleges and universities, asking for courses and scholarships available.

6) When i studied in INTI College, he paid for all the miscellaneous fees.

7) When i graduated, he called me to congratulate me.

8) He gave me presents on my birthday and birthday cards.

9) When i upset, he would call me to make sure i am ok.

10) He cook for me when i was young=)

11) Fetched me from school during secondary. He even fetched me when i was in college studying.

He is now in Melaka. Working for A Famosa company. Really blessed and grateful to have him as my brother. We will often joke around, talk till late late at night when he used to be in Kuching.

He is indeed God's angel in my life =)

Stress..

2008-10-30T00:13:00.003+08:00

I just don't feel right today... i do not know how to elaborate further.. but i just don't feel right .. I am stress!!!!!!! Not becoz of exams.. It is just something else..

Baby Cousin =)

2008-10-26T20:25:00.003+08:00

Adrian

This is my newborn baby cousin.He is about 10 days old now. He is so cute o. Just like any other baby, he eats and sleep all the time. hehe... he often smile when he sleep.Some says his forehead looks like my uncle . And his nose looks like his mom. Oh ya, forgot to introduce his name. His full name is Adrian Ho Khee Yang. I am excited to hear him call me " Che Che" in the future....hehe..

A hillarious IQ

2008-10-23T00:59:00.004+08:00

I got this through an email. It was an IQ question. It went like this...

Imagine you are in Africa. You have been tied hanging on a tree with a rope that anchored on the ground, a candle is slowly burning the rope, and the lion is waiting for you to drop to be his lunch...

Nobody is around to help you..

SO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO???

So, before i scroll down for the answer, my few guesses would be:-

1) I will try my best to bent towards the candle and blow off the candle.

2) I would try to release myself by moving to the left and right.

3) Pretend to be dead (not breathing) when the rope breaks off. ( Sounds not logic)

Hmmmm..... that's all i can think of.. and when i scroll down to see the answer...

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I was...........................

SPEECHLESS -_-''

haha...HAPPY BIRTHDAY LION!! The lion g0t his birthday candle and i got saved from being his lunch... hahaha =)

10 Commandments =)

2008-10-18T22:57:00.006+08:00

Today a brother in Christ questioned me.. What are the 10 commandments in the bible?? Out of the sudden he popped out this question. hehe.. So my 1st impression was..

" Ermm... Do not murder.. Do not lie.. Obey your father and mother.. sabbath.. do not commit adultery...do not use God's name.." Began to scratch my head... " Ermmm..."

Then he told me an effective way to remember these TEN COMMANDMENTS....

Guess what is it??? haha

" I AM THE LORD"

I- Idolatry ( Do not worship idols)

A- Adultery ( Faithful wife and husband)

M- Murder ( Do not commit murder)

T- Take ( Do not steal)

H- Honor ( Obey your father and mother)

E- Envy ( Do not be jealous)

L- Lie ( Do not lie)

O- One ( Only One God to worship)

R- Rest ( On Sabbath Day)

D- Disrespect (Do not misuse God's name)

I found it interesting ! haha.. It does help me to remember more than i used to be now. Thanks brother!! I hope those who read this post would be encouraged too!! hehe.. GBU:)

Mark 8:34

2008-10-15T00:03:00.004+08:00

As God's children, we, humans do complain a lot. We ask God why this why that. We even tried to bargain with our heavenly father to take away the pain and burden in our life. We seem to have forgotten our real purpose in life. We even forget to give thanks in every circumstances.Instead, we blame God for the happenings. We show it all in our anger, bitterness, frustration, and etc...

Our heavenly Father is always the gentle, caring and a loving God. But, we often give up easily when we do not see the immediate results. We put ourselves in certain limits. Whenever we reached the limits, we tend to give up. Once and for all........ We depend on our own mindset and strength instead of God. We have forgotten our First Love from God . We take things and situations for granted. We hurt our loved ones and avoid to face the truth. Are you once like what i have just described here?? God reminded me this verse:-

Mark 8:34
" If anyone would come after me,he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me"

Health Report

2008-10-07T21:23:00.004+08:00

Report finally out today... I thanked God because all the results seems to be ok..But there is a high leucocytes(white blood cells) in the urine. I need to have a another checkup + medication.. The values in the bracket are the standard values for a normal range.

GENERAL SCREENING TEST MERDEKA 50 PROFILE

HAEMATOLOGY

Haemoglobin 134 g/L (115-165)
RBC 4.47 (3.8-5.5)
PCV 0.39 (0.35-0.47)
MCV 87 (78-99)
MCH 30 (27-32)
MCHC 344 (300-360)
RDW 13 (11-15)

White Cell Count 5.2 (4-11)

Neutrophills 2.9 (2-8)
Lymphocytes 2.0 (1.0-4.0)
Monocytes 0.2 (<1.1)
Eosinophils 0.1 (<0.6)
Basophils 0.1 (<0.2)

Platelets 275 (150-450)

ESR 2mm/h (<21)

Film: The haematology parameters are essentially normal.

Glucose 4.2 mmol/L Fasting (3.9-5.5)

Lipids

Total Cholesterol 4.2 mmol/L (<5.2)
Triglyceride 0.45 mmol/L (<1.68)
HDL Cholesterol 1.56 mmol/L (>1.03)
LDL Cholesterol 2.43 mmol/L (<2.58)

Total Chol./HDL ratio 2.7 (<5.0)

Electrolytes

Sodium 137 mmol/L (135-145)
Potassium 3.9 mmol/L (3.5-5.1)
Chloride 102 mmol/L (95-110)

Renal Function

Urea 4.3 mmol/L (2.5-8.0)
Creatinine 65 umol (40-80)
eGFR > 60 mL/min/1.73 m^2
Uric Acid 0.26 mmol/L (0.15-0.45)
Calcium 2.21 mmol/L (2.10-2.55)
Corrected Calcium 2.15 mmol/L (2.10-2.55)
Phosphate 1.07 mmol/L (0.65-1.45)

Liver Function

Total Protein 74 g/L (60-82)
Albumin 41 g/L (35-50)
Globulin 33 g/L (20-39)
Albu./Globu. ratio 1.2 (1.0-2.5)
Alkaline Phosphatase 72 U/L (30-120)
Total Bilirubin 9 umol/L (<21)
GGT 20 U/L (<51)
AST 15 U/L (<41)
ALT 29 U/L (<51)

URINE FEME

Protein : NIL
pH : 7.0
Glucose : NIL
Ketones : NIL
S.G : 1.015
Blood : NIL

**Leucocytes 230 (<10)
Erythcocytes 0 (<10)
Epithelial Cells ++

No casts or crystals seen

A General Body Check- Up

2008-09-30T18:43:00.003+08:00

taken from : gribbles.com.my

I finally have my body check-up today:) I had always wanted a body check of myself. This is my very first body check after 21 years old :P hehe... We had a special price from " Gribbles Pathology" . It consists of 33 test for RM 80. Results will be out on 7 October with a free consultation.

One more week to go.............

I hope everything will be fine........

Hmmmm.. My family had a history of diabetes, high blood , high cholestrol.... and my mom had a breast cancer before too...

Ok .. ok.. Stop scarying myself... ** Pray hard**=)

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P/s : My memory card pai diao... ** Haven't go fix yet**.
Therefore no photos updated yet.. hehe

You've already got it!!

2008-09-25T21:20:00.006+08:00

The Prayer Road

It was on Tuesday......A man walking into the room. At whre i am sitting, he handed out a piece of A4 size paper and said, "I have something good for you. Take it" He handed the paper to me and walked out. I was curious with the words he told me. I left the office and went into my office. I flip open the paper.... The highlight of the paper went like this..........

Prayer

Title: You've Already Got It

The title drives my curiosity even more.I read the whole content. Trying to absorb every single word in it. After 10 minutes, I finished the whole content. It speaks about prayer.

In Daniel chapter 9 and 10, Daniel prayed two prayers. In his first prayer, he saw the answer within three minutes. But in the second prayer, it took about three weeks before he saw his prayer answered. Some people would think, why did God answer the first prayer in three minutes and the second prayer in three weeks?

The answer to that question is that God didn't answer one prayer in three minutes and the other one in three weeks. HE ANSWERED BOTH PRAYERS INSTANTLY. In Daniel 9:23, the angel Gabriel told Daniel that at the beginning of his prayer, the Lord gave him a commandment to go explain the answer to Daniel. Yet it took Gabriel approximately three minutes to get there.

Then in the tenth chapter, the messenger who came to Daniel told him that on the first day of Daniel's prayer the Lord sent him, but he had been hindered by a demonic power for three weeks.

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Mark 11:24 Therefore, I tell you, whatever you ask in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours

Photos!!

2008-09-18T20:17:00.002+08:00

The new backstreet boys .. hehe

The gals..hehe

These photos had been taken quite long ago. Now then i have time to upload it onto my blog..haha. Out of all the photos, i think the third one would be a masterpiece because seldom people would take this kinda photo.. hehe.. And they PURPOSELY pose it that way!! And of coz i PURPOSELY took the photo lo=) hehe....

Happy Mooncake Festival 2008/Mid-Autumn Festival

2008-09-14T01:21:00.005+08:00

BEAUTIFUL MOONCAKES

photo taken from:http://www.oneinchpunch.net/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2007/10/gorgeous-mooncake-2.jpg

2008 is almost towards the end. Time flies so fast until i have failed to even realised it. Wow!! By the way, Just want to wish all of you A HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL 2008!=) Hope you have a blessed one!=)

I wish that i can still play LANTERN!! Oh no!! I miss those memories! The day when the house was brighten up by dozens of lanterns ! Then we have to keep our eyes watching over the lanterns to ensure the lanterns were not burnt! haha..

NEXT YEAR MOONCAKE FESTIVAL FALLS ON OCTOBER 3rd 2009..........hehe.....

A piece of DIARY for the day=)

2008-09-13T00:47:00.003+08:00

I should have been sleeping by now. hehe.. But i was hungry, so i finally decided to go to the kitchen and 'hunt' for food! hehe.. Today is another day of learning.. Ya.. Never stop learning. Today i make a lot of mistakes though. Hmmm.. I was late few minutes for the SA 2 lab. The students came so early and waited there.. Oh gosh!! Ya.. Its my fault. But they all are indeed a group of nice students to be with. They always enjoy teasing me this and that..LOL=) Sometimes they are really funny until it causes me to laugh so loud=)

I should have taken a photo of them. Each of them has their own personality and character. Their sense of humor is as high as a mountain=) Some even share their life stories with me. Feel very happy because they treated me as a friend as well=) Today i supposed to teach Steel tuition. I was very disappointed of myself though. I failed to explain some part. Which in the end i think i have made the students more confused=( I feel bad....Blaming myself for not preparing earlier..Imagine i felt guilty till i say sorry to each of them when i on9. They were like 'huh?' what happen? I told them i was sorry for making them confused. They said 'its ok' or 'no la, i understand le'. At least i feel better.. Or maybe,I had been thinking too much=)

Today is bible conference !! Until Sunday.. It supposed to start at 7.30pm. And i just get back home at 6.30pm. Phew!!! My physical body almost collapsed. Very tired. My panda eyes !! This week i had not have a good rest. I really thank God for sustaining me with strength and encouragement=) I was refreshed!!

Ooops!! Its really late now, tomorrow i have to get up early again .... So i really need to find my bed now.. Night.. Sweet dreams!haha=) Tata.=)

-charis-
1.20am
sept 13

Its ME!! =)

2008-09-06T23:55:00.003+08:00

My colleague went to Kl for a holiday and she bought me a gift. I really love this gift. Very meaningful. Let me share how meaningful this gift is. hehe The number '26' is my birthday lo.. On the right ear of the mouse is my month of birth. hehe..Wow..what a creative design!!! =)
Furthermore it is a mouse!! That's my nickname since i was small. I was called that because of my size. hehe..Somemore the pink colour represents a female o. haha
And somemore. the sweetest of all... is the quote 'I love you 365 days ' ... ok ok.. my heart melts now............** Touched** =)=)=)

11 Years ....

2008-09-06T22:58:00.014+08:00

When i am free, I would always flashback the moments i spent with my friends. During that particular moment, i would reach to my 'long treasured box' and took out all the gifts i have kept all this while. I started keeping all the gifts since year 1997. 11 years had past. I still kept all the cards, letters, bookmarks, key chains, post cards, and etc.

Thanks for being my friend. Sometimes, I would read the letters and cards over and over again =) So touched by it though.=)Thanks for being such a great listener and also willing to share your thoughts with me. I appreciate all of you for being one. God is indeed good for cheering me up and providing my life with friends around me. They will rebuke me with love if it is my mistakes. True friend will always do that when it is neccessary. I APPRECIATE all of you=) !!! Words can never describe that feeling of being cared by friends.They are special and God's wonderful creations!!=)

Sport Shoes

2008-08-31T21:45:00.004+08:00

Yeah!! Finally get a pair of sport shoes dy:):) It costs me RM 70.. Poor me.. get salary terus spend .. haha . I know it is kind of expensive .. but i bought it because of two reasons lo..

1) I really need a pair of sport shoes!! The old one has been thrown away already

2) The shop owner really made the effort to change the base of the shoes. I don't know tat thingy is called what. Cut it short, i buy because of his sincerity :) * Happy*

It is called.. "The Fleet"

Yeah!! Finally =)

The day...

2008-08-29T23:13:00.002+08:00

I have no idea how should i write this post. It had never been easy. Especially after the financial issue in the family. It made me felt inferior. I felt the pressure being in the family. Things never went smooth. I tried to be a nice person in the family,but end up..it turned out to be a terrible quarrel. In the end, i chose to keep quiet. On the other hand, when someone in your family never seemed to trust on what you have tried to tell them, how would you feel? And when your closest person would often lied to you. How can you handle it? It happens.. The very true situation happened in my own life.
Somehow i have reached my limit. To bear with the pressure.. I finally broke down in tears. .. I cried for the longest moment in my life. All alone in the office. I asked God many many questions. I know He has a purpose for me. But it seems like i almost give up even before the purpose is revealed.
I don't know who is the person i should tell about my feelings during that time. No matter how down i am, i never felt worse than this before. Usually i can pick up very soon. But not this time. I am very very down. Only God understands. I tried to tell my friends about my situation, but they are confused. I didn't blame them because i knew they were not in my situation. Therefore, they would never understand.
I sat in the office for long hours. I cried like i never did before. I wanted to give up. But deep inside my heart, i knew it was not the right mindset. I still want to believe that God has His own purpose for me. That's why he allowed all this to happen. I prayed to God for strength each day . I will hang on.. i will...